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pttrsn_tom
27 September 2009 @ 11:36 pm
someday ill find what im looking for
for now ill reach for the stars

look up dad
look at the stars
tell me
have they changed?
they look the same
thank God they look the same

please tell me your proud of me
one last time please
 
 
pttrsn_tom
19 August 2009 @ 12:38 am
im not happy
i cant sleep
i should be happy but im not
there is a thorn in my side and its slowly killing me
 
 
pttrsn_tom
05 August 2009 @ 11:32 am
ok so the dream was this
i was invited to a party and when i got there mark tom and travis from blink-182 was there
it was so cool
mark and me were taking myspace pictures
tom and me were making dick jokes
and travis was drunk off his ass and he was hugging me saying "i love you man" and im all "i love you too but i think you need to sit down"
it was like we were best friends
then at the end of my dream they invited me to tour with them and im all HELL YA!
lol
then i woke up and realized it was a dream :(
it was a kick ass dream though XD
 
 
pttrsn_tom
26 June 2009 @ 12:19 am
i dont think ill ever get over it
 
 
pttrsn_tom
23 June 2009 @ 05:40 pm
at the beginning of our relationship we were always giddy and i loved it
our txts would be long and full of love
and so i hoped that wouldnt change
buuuuuuuuuut
it did
our txts are short and boring
i havnt changed but it seems like she has
its different and i can feel it
at first i thought she was cheating but she told me that she loves me and that she would never do that to me
well i wish she could prove it
if there was a way to
sigh
i know im just being paranoid
i just dont ever wan to lose her
 
 
pttrsn_tom
18 June 2009 @ 11:18 pm
fuck my shame

fuck my pride

fuck my pity

but most of all

fuck my innocence
 
 
pttrsn_tom
04 May 2009 @ 05:23 pm
good guys finish last
ill walk the next lap
no need to rush
 
 
pttrsn_tom
17 April 2009 @ 06:18 pm
the beginning of today was great ;]
theeeeen it got awkward

note to self --> make sure moms gone when stuff goes down haha

now i just have to awate my punishment

awkwardness when my mom gets home tomorrow
BIGTIME
 
 
Current Mood: okayokay
 
 
pttrsn_tom
14 April 2009 @ 04:02 pm
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Current Mood: jealousjealous
 
 
pttrsn_tom
12 April 2009 @ 08:49 pm
ill never be half the man he was